Brexit a country divided

We voted to leave
Many voted to stay
Our country is divided
In the most unfashionable way

What is to become
A deal or no deal
Will our country fall
Will it rise freely and heal

Trading and borders
Terms we shall make
To still be governed by the EU
With no representation in the stake

Our country is back
Celebrations are made
Do you know why your happy
Or will that feeling soon fade

Thousands of jobs,
Industry growing
Thousands of jobs,
Industry slowing

A country divided
Answers we now need
Transition in 12 months
With a hope we shall succeed

Exercise

Something a little different.
Since Christmas I have literally not stopped eating, I don’t exercise and I really have no motivation whatsoever to change however here it is day one.
I started the day with apple cider vinegar (diluted of course) i have drank 2000ml of water, well on my last 250ml whilst I type using my super hydroflask, which to my kids means I am now down with it. Then finally I have downloaded a workout app that is now tailored to me. Downloading is as far as I have got with that one. I think day two is a good time to introduce that seen as I am coming to terms with less food in a day.
First things first I made sure I have ate every cake and cookie in the house, I don’t like waste these foody treats have already given me the lovely muffin top i tirelessly complain about so a few more wasn’t going to hurt.
Why is it on day one we have all this feeling inside that this time I’m going to do it, this time I will fit back in to my clothes and this time I’m going to feel healthy again! When in reality I know in 2 weeks time I will check my weight and if its not changed, I will sit and indulge in a jar of peanut butter. Then moan even more about not losing weight.
As a full time working mum I really don’t seem to find the time to exercise ermmm wrong I don’t want to find the time. There is times in the day I could quite easily get up and do my bit for the body that works hard to keep me going, but then somehow I find myself watching a season on Netflix.
So how do we do it, were does that mojo hide that craves us to exercise because I can sure tell you mine has never in 34 years of life surfaced. I’m particularly jealous of those people that love the Gym. I’m that person that goes to the gym tags myself in Facebook I’m at the gym. Selfie on a treadmill (standard) which I ran on for 30 seconds then sat in the sauna for the duration of my stay there.
Going back to day one, myself personally is almost always a Monday. I say always a Monday as I have started a plan many times but can you really start a plan any other day? My head would only tell me it’s nearly weekend and you have that party to go to or that take away you promised yourself on Friday night.
Therefore here it is the dreaded day one I have mentioned to many times I know but I need to let this sink in. No more cakes chocolate or 50 million brews in a day to keep me awake and no more sitting idle when I could be Pro active.
I’m praying this time my mojo reaches me and helps me out a little. So cheers to me and good luck to me hoping to achieve my 21 year old figure back.
Fingers crossed!!

A Mother’s Heart

Born on this day
Nurtured from the start
I never had so much love
Fill up in my heart

From changing your nappies
To cuddling you when you cry
Watching you grow
How the time flies by

Your first day at school
Excited and smart
Losing those baby moments
The next chapter you will start

Secondary school is here in a flash
Hormones on a high
It’s seems so long ago
I sang you a lullaby

An adult you are now
No longer depending on me
Memories of your childhood
Are the most precious moments I see

A Mother’s Heart

Born on this day
Nurtured from the start
I never had so much love
Fill up in my heart

From changing your nappies
To cuddling you when you cry
Watching you grow
How the time flies by

Your first day at school
Excited and smart
Losing those baby moments
The next chapter you will start

Secondary school is here in a flash
Hormones on a high
It’s seems so long ago
I sang you a lullaby

An adult you are now
No longer depending on me
Memories of your childhood
Are the most precious moments I see

A Mother’s Heart

Born on this day
Nurtured from the start
I never had so much love
Fill up in my heart

From changing your nappies
To cuddling you when you cry
Watching you grow
How the time flies by

Your first day at school
Excited and smart
Losing those baby moments
The next chapter you will start

Secondary school is here in a flash
Hormones on a high
It’s seems so long ago
I sang you a lullaby

An adult you are now
No longer depending on me
Memories of your childhood
Are the most precious moments I see

Anxiety

Your heart is racing

One breath causes pain

A beat that’s pumping out of your chest

When you are locked in these chains

Your head in your hands

Searching for the key

Tears roll down your cheek

100 padlocks stop you flying free

A smile to the world

With mainly laughter and cheer

When inside your body

Its filled with disappointment and fear

Overcoming this disease

A thought you always crave

You can most definitely win

Talk don’t be in your cave

The Dark Side of Love

Butterflies with a tingle all over my body

As he walks towards me

My head is light, a thousand thoughts in my mind

As he looks in my direction

His lips touch mine

Hands softly running through my hair

A powerful rush of happiness

As he looks in my direction

A first date, second and third

Food and treats

Waiting patiently for our next meet

As he looks in my direction

Another level, a house a car

Responsibility with care

Waking up holding your love

As he looks in my direction

He shouts I shout

Tension builds, sadness bring tears

The love is still pure

As he looks in my direction

You hold on

Gripping your final glimpse of hope

Are you no longer worthy

As he doesn’t look in your direction

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